【HTF同人】無題。給ㄇㄧ的精神食糧。(偽 鹿盲)
徘徊許久,即使看不見一切我仍擁有其他感官。
憶起和你相處時的瑣碎事物,真的覺得自己彷彿又看見了光明。
霧雨朦朧,我的世界不知不覺間多了你的存在。
是情?是愛?亦或只是一廂情願的投入。我不願多想。
你的傻,隱埋你的原貌。我企圖更接近,但又害怕受傷。
你說你嚮往海的那一端,那個海藍色的人是你的眷屬。
那我呢?如黑夜般的不易察覺,只是小踏步的在你身旁打轉。
最殘忍的,是你的笑容。
最溫柔的,是你的離開。
既然你如此盤據了我的心,扼殺了我的希望——
那我也只好讓我的心也跟著自身盲目。
Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind;
And that which governs me to go about
Doth part his function, and is partly blind,
Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
For it no form delivers to the heart
Of bird, of flower, or shape, which it doth latch:
Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch;
For if it see the rud'st or gentlest sight,
The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature,
The mountain or the sea, the day or night,
The crow or dove, it shapes them to your feature:
Incapable of more, replete with you,
My most true mind thus makes mine eye untrue.
—— Shakespeare Sonnet 113